Dissappointment

Ok, HUGE setback for my summer plans. Today i got a call from my brother in-law to tell me about a meeting he had with corporate. In this meeting he found out that in texas for this summer, incite won't be providing female housing. So i was like "ok so i have to pay for my own apartment?" No. Guess what? i get to stay in mesa for another three freaking months! AAAAAAGH! i want OUT!!!!!!!! My dad probably won't let me go to work without doing the dishes! I'm even considering renting an apartment half a mile away form my house just to escape my parents! I'm dying! I even have to make ten sales pre season so i can keep the job. Fairytale job? Not so fairytale anymore. I'm even skipping out on my choir trip for this crapper of a job training weekend! Three more months with my parents. IDK if i'll be able to do it. I'll definitely need a car and maybe a license. (definitely a license) I was so looking forward to graduating and being gone. *sigh*

On a happier note, I'm coming closer and closer to my band trip. If i can get enough money of course. I'm still about $125 short. Hopefully i can get it together. Disneyland sounds great right now. Happiest place on earth right? Well, that is until your parents want you to go with them and you're the lone teenager in the bunch. That's right, My parents want to take me to disneyland and i don't want to go. Weird huh? I'll tell you why. One; these are my parents. Don't get me wrong. I love my mommy, but my dad drives me up the wall. Two; older people are slow and require more bathroom breaks, more pictures and much less fun. And three; the person that would closest in relation to me would be my two year old niece. Even to add on to that, we'd be going the weekend after i went to disneyland with all my high school friends. It would seem significantly less entertaining after going with a bunch of teenagers. Teenagers agree with me, teenagers are more fun, i'm more myself around them and i seem less like a loner/loser.

Right now, as you can possibly tell, i'm having a severe fit of teenage angst. The musical is taking up plenty of my time. I got home from practice today, and had to go right off to mutual ten minutes later. *sigh* Our director has no idea what she's doing! we're like 5 days behind because of her! She's unprepared, inexperienced and unqualified for the job. But she thinks she's right and refuses help! But there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Today a bunch of students and parents had a meeting with the principal of our school pretty much demanding a change. Good things happened in that meeting. I have the feeling we might actually finish this thing. I love being in the musical. Maybe i'm just too lazy. Speaking of laziness, i'm too lazy to write any more blog. The end